To be Positive or Negative: Thats the damn question.

How can one be unbiased to the selection of a direction that one’s life may soon lead? This is the question that we ask ourselves everyday (not in so many words I’m sure). We all live day by day thinking in one way or another that our life may or may not affect others around us. For the optimistic ones, they walk around believing their hello could save someone’s life or that their long lost love will walk through the nearest door at any moment. That a once destroyed relationship can come back full speed on a simple breath of hello (B.B.J. & Abril). But lets be real people, these things only happen in movies. Yes, tis I, the cynical pessimistic one. I assume the worse so I don’t get hurt when the wonderful unrealistic moments don’t happen. Those glass-slipper Cinderella moments, the “I’ll never let go Jack” Titanic moments, the “Heart don’t fail me now/ Courage don’t desert me/ Don’t turn back now that we’re here” Anastasia moments, the don’t-tomahawk-him-in-the-head “I LOVE HIM!” Pocahontas moments. The moments that you have once in a lifetime. That you never imagine would ever happen to you. Where u lay with [insert name here] and don’t have to say a word, watch them sleep, look into their eyes, kiss their nose, watch the right side of their mouth turn up in a smirk because they know….hmmm what exactly do they know?? Those moments don’t really happen. They don’t exist. Everyone gets hurt and you get hurt faster than you can get a rose on Valentine’s Day or a text message back when you talking to someone that doesn’t have QWERTY or doesn’t know how to use T9. So I pose the question to all who enjoy reading Doble Personalidad, “What to do? To be Positive or Negative?” Am I being cynical and an asshole as usual or am I being realistic and smart. Do people really love the sound of fresh snow underneath their shoes in the winter or do they look for leaves to smash underneath their shoes in the fall?