how is this possible????

i would just lik to question the fact that i am single and who i lik [or use to] doesnt lik me. watt????? look at me im a cutie or at least i thought i was... i guess times r changing. idk how grandma expects me to have a boyfriend everytime i come home. im gonna be twenty n have never had someone worthy of meeting my parents n mis abuelos. thats kinda sad. it makes me think wats missing? wat exactly is francesca morales lacking? it use to be just a heart now sheesh it could be anything. since parkside stole my mojo, my common sense, my attention span, my pimp card, lol i aint got nothin. that nigga fucked my shit up lol. n yes ricardo if he aint answerin my messages y do i care cuz u would have answered them b4 i sent them lol. n yes abril i obviously learned my lesson. ima stick to my side. n yes nigerian i moved on...... i dont have time for someone new. n i dont wanna pull someone outta my past for things that i need but havent had in a while lol [hence the stolen mojo]...time yes time pero i want stability i want someone that fits in with my busy life. that can keep me in place n make me laugh and other things. all this "wait it will come".."give it time"..."wen u stop stressin"...BULLSHIT. im busy no time i gotta schedule an appt to wait lmao. besos to everyone who thinks im crazysexycool.