Mamiii.....Rosie P....Ma....adios mio!!!!

So last night I stayed up late (extra late….4:30am late) talking to Butta…we had started talking like 12:00am… hmm that boy really has something. I’m kinda excited and kinda not. I don’t wanna lose focus and care too much. The only problem I see is the fact that he’s a ______. And we all know I don’t cross those lines except that once and we all know how well that went. Hmm I don’t even know right now. I haven’t been any form of that happy in a while. But I’m just going day by day NOT rushing anything. I don’t wanna screw this up like what happened with Parkside. Im not gonna make any plans or haves ideas about what could happen. Although I know technically the screw up was NOT my fault contrary to popular belief. Especially with what Butta said about it when I came out and told him the issue that we gonna be facing on Thursday. Omega Psi Phi, Que Ruption!!! Cause trying to chill with him and not have people in our business (he says there’s gonna be a lot of ____ and no ones gonna know he’s missing and no one knows we know each other) w/e!! They gonna notice I’m missing tho!!! Ugh…but I do wanna chill with just him. What to do with BBJ??? She suppose to be staying with me and all that hmmm...I don’t want her to leave cause he not staying overnight he gotta go back to Rowan and take his dean back. He’s such a cutie. Butta is the only person I’m talking to. I know crazy isn’t it? Well technically we not talking we just peoples that kinda talk. He said even if we don’t develop into anything else we still gonna be tight because “I’m cool”. (BTW BBJ surprised me in my suite this morning that girl is crazy... she my main though lol I love that girl like family.) Hmm anyway back to Butta…. C.B. was fucking with my mind last night lol. He thinks its funny playing games. Uh huh wait till the roles are switched.omg if he was to kiss me at the house the ____ would have a fit. Then that would be crazy. Speaking of them. I’m going to see F.Q. today awww I love my big brudder. Got to read for class while I’m there. SCHOOL SUCKS. Its ugly outside today looks like it’s going to rain and its dreary and cold. Blah. mmMmm tomorrows THURSDAY!! I’m starting to feel the excitement my arms are locking up in nervousness. Just gotta get thru the day and try not to hype it up too crazy. Oh snappp I gotta focus and do hella homework tomorrow so I don’t spend my day being nervous and ill.