u got me speechless.....yessss yesssss yesssss

so obviously this is me -> im just chillin. its sunday nothin exciting today. just reading n being inside. i got a work meeting later on livi but til then i will be inside my apartment being my normal self. playin music annoying Peju and eating lol.





My PLAYLIST. -- for now that is lol

• Beyonce: Speechless
• Jill Scott: He Loves Me
• Ne-Yo: Stop This World
• Ne-Yo: Back to What You Know
• Ne-Yo: Single
• Ne-Yo: Mad
• Ne-Yo: Parts of the List
• Ne-Yo: Fade into the Background
• Sade: King of Sorrow

Right now im reading Tess of the D'Ubervilles for my Victorian Lit class and even tho i kno its suppose to be a good story [i spark notes it] lol its so hard to read maybe its just early chapter jitters. i have 4 classes tomorrow and probably work ugh tomorrow gonna be a long day. Spanish 8:10 Lit study 9:50 Vic Lit 2:50 Black Lit 7:40..... oh and its suppose to be in the 30s tomorrow CHILLY CHILLY much. I really wanted to go home today. thats how much i hated yesterday i wanted to go see my mom.

Ne-Yo: "This is impossible. We'll never work cuz u dont want it. go back to wat u kno. i'd rather u happy than miserable wit me." [Back to what you Know]

Anyway so yea PBS are starting THE BLUPRINT their Sigma week and church is today at LSH on livi at 5 but its church not mass--As we all know im Catholic-- so ehhh Todd said he doesnt think God will mind lol. the week ends wit 80s vs. 90s on friday--still have NO OUTFIT!!! idk if im even going i think i would get massacred if i didnt tho ehhh ok i gotta think of something. im thinkin 90s not 80s. me and Peju just had a convo about it hmmm. anyway so yea.......

in regards to that picture -> naturally we all kno that is not my mouth lol but i liked the picture so deal wit it. its the message that i liked. not the stupidity of writing on your lips in ink lol. lets do a rundown.

• Mr. 2: i saw him yesterday :) hes a pain in my ass but i still lub him dearly. eating all my damn candy and drinkin my apple juice.
• Mr. Smith: has NOT been answerin my messages so yea all that can go to hell. idk wat im suppose to do wit him/us. any ideas
• Mr. Fly: amuses me but ehhh no... lol
• Mr. dress to impress: havent seen him since friday..interesting character
• Parkside: does NOT exist.... [my nigerian: u just gotta be patient and do da lonely nites.. and one day it ll change]
• Lovesong: i havent heard from him in a while..... idk idk [smh]
• Prada: is back being on his asshole shit.. [that was a mistake]
• Young boul: is on his secret secret shizz :(

theres more but who cares... they all end up in the bin anyway....

abril and judy will love me enough : ) maybe they love me more then i love myself mmmMMmm :*

side note: i still miss my mom...