8:10 wtf!!!

so class started today and naturally beingin the retarded one i am i scheduled an 8:10 class.. retard!!!! so i been thinkin about wat transpired this weekend and i feel at fault for some of it. its my fault i dont kno how to be a regular normal girl. i dont kno how to handle girlish/relationshipish/friendshipish/crushish/ like-liking things... judy made me come in to work even tho i dont have to work til 3 so ima end up watchin OBAMA on cnn at work. im sad. i wish things were different.. i want him to text me.... heres to hoping :/