i put a gun up to his head/ pulled the trigger now hes dead

Long post to follow: many things to cover.

1. Work: is starting to annoy me because someone that we work with is bi-polar. someone that we work wit is lazy. and then everyone else is normal lol. [except some locas that work on work study wit me] and side note: i wont get paid til the 13th damn this wrk study system of not paying for the weeks just worked ughh... watever i need the money.

2. Money: im very poor. end of story. period. point blank. and im bout to get my refund check and spend a ****load of money on my books for class. so that i can go back to being poor in a matter of a hr.

3. Sleep: ehhh.... yea sleep is not an option im tryin to get in at least 6 cuz my days are so long but we'll see

4. Eating: ehhh.. yea about that im tryin to at least eat one meal a day but sometimes that gets overlooked too

5. Friends: ha u see me when u see me.... cuz its the batcave for me.... u lucky if i text u :) seeing me is another issue all together

6. MySecretLoves: i really dont wanna be bothered. my days are long enough as is.. i just need space. i found being home during winter break wit my mom was relaxing. i needed that. i just need space. i dont want us to break up cuz i still love u but i think i just need to breathe.

7. I miss my mom. the end.

8. Books: oh lawdyy lawdyy lawdyy im bout to spend a boat load of money on books lol sorry i had to say that again

9. Classes:

• Spanish: im trying to switch because i just cant take the uno dos tres... anymore... hopefully i get the next one
• Victorian Lit: hes funny lots of reading tho.. Tess is right now... that class is packed.

...... gotta leave work...to be continued.

[so i left that was 12pm its now 5pm]

• i was talkin about Vic Lit-- so yea hes funny i like him. its alot of readin. speaking of which. i gotta read while im at work.
• Lit Study: its just more reading. the professor for lecture is really annoyin. my TA for section is ok i guess.
• BLACK LIT: now listen closely cuz this class is gonna piss me off weekly. the reading [i dont mind] the books [theres alot]-- i dont even mind but my professor ALOO is ridick. if he keeps sayin "do u understand what i mean", "does that answer ur question" -- ima kill myself. u gotta strain to hear what hes tryin to say thru his accent. and that class! those ppl! i swear that class is just for white ppl to be able to talk about blacks. "white bob and black bob" wtf that class made me so mad on monday. i wanted to come home and write a niceeee long blog but i had hw and other stuff to do and i was hella tired. [14 hr days here ppl] :/
• macro: yea.... its just that nothin exciting nothin exciting at all