- cold, freezing snowy bus ride
- excitement, smiles, antsy, nervous, thoughts
- train from nb to rahway -- random dude got off too and was lik u following me shorty?
- longggg hour wait for next train
- train from rahway to ________ (non of ur business) it was an hour....
- he was 20 minutes late getting me
- "where u at?" -- "the train station" -- "no duh smart ass" lol
- but DAMN HES FINE and a smart ass and i love that
- "dont u love the sound of fresh snow under ur feet" (parkside)
- hes such a cutie....
- unloaded my stuff, chilled for 2.5 seconds, started cookin
- "are any of these dishes clean" "if the cups turned down its clean these are up they dirty"
- .... more cute things that are smart ass remarks between us -- i love it
- shower, tv, sleep, and other things that are non of ur business...i love his smirk
- bad sleep, early mornin
- shower, bed, tv -- yes during the day--
- and then it went down hill
- hence the title...
- im so confused. i dunno wat u want. i want u and im tryin to not be the cold blooded one i use to be but y wen there isnt a common ground. just tell me wat u want. :/
- trains back home.....
- im home...work meeting..seeing close friends... made me feel a lil better.
- tired...missin him..still mad/confused...class very bloody early
- "gimme a kiss" :) .... (i just bit my lip, my smirk, remembering)
- song of the day : ne-yo "stop this world from spinning" -- year of the gentleman
oh lord wat did i get myself into--- putting my guard down n liking parkside. lik i told april i kno wat side i belong on and the one i want wit parkside isnt it. :/
=(
ReplyDeleteThis whole morning made me upset & it ain't even happen to me. Like I said.. talk it out. If he still wants to act up.. well you already know..
*side note* I was playing Rock Band when you called. Sorry for not answering boo
i dont think acting up even goes.... im :(
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