Wednesday, March 25, 2009

like clockwork

so the past couple of days have been "gat" but i been making it through. Im so over rutgers i been having to schedule lunches and dinners with my friends just to see them. the sigmas crossed yesterday yay!!!! Steve Manny Rome Lamar and Matt!!!!! Spr 09 now we just gotta wait for everyone else to get off. samb ass niggas.... on another note

WHERE'S WALDO APR 2.
Blue and White Cabaret Apr 11.
Pretty Nasty party at Stockton Apr 10 [yup sito im advertising just for you!!]

And mr smith came back like clockwork calling me babe this and i love u that OH PLEASE NIGGA. i've heard it all before. i shut that down dumb quick im over it. threw wit it. that nigga is a samb ass nigga cuz the gattery that flows outta his mouth. ha!! not doin it anymore.

i been dying for some chik fil a. and i mean dying i NEED it asap and the closest one is menlo park mall. GAT!!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Return to Earth

well im back at RU and blah. its still sucky hasnt changed much. i have a "poppin" day tomorrow if i may use dimps word. 3 classes and work lord bless my soul. ughhhh.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Lost and Gained *names will be changed*

1. MR SMITH stole my heart which made me heartless
2. CRYBABY tried my patience which made me difficult
3. MR GET-IT-TOGETHER pushed me away which made me cold
4.YOUNG BOUL caught my eye which made me seduce
5. RUNNER tugged at my innocence which made me wild
6. BOYFRIEND [OF ANOTHER] desired which made me destroy
7. MR 2 captured my soul which made me weak
8. LIAR questioned my choices which made me smarter
9. TIC-4-TAC spoke sarcastically which made me laugh
10. LOVESONG challenged me which made me meaner
11. COMEDIAN destroyed my frown which made me smile
12. PRADA tested my commitment which made me stupid
13. TWIN defined our friendship which made me love
14. COCOA BUTTA broke me which made me harder

realization

i had it all together at one point. what happened to that time? what changed? where am i suppose to go from here?

Touch Nothing..

Today is saturday the 2nd day of spring like that means somethings cuz its cold outside nice but cold i think its lik 44 high of 50 or something like that.

i woke up today and went and got my refill so finally my nails look nice again i look cute today also btw. i was in there forever cuz the one day i dont go exactly at the time it opens theres lik 20 heads in there ahead of me but its cool *wateva*.

and then i got home and mom and i went out to do something she needed to do then we ate lunch at a korean restuarant (im currently still burping it up) korean food is great ive been eating it since before i was born but the place we went to every week in philly changed hands and it got wack so we stopped going. this place is closer not as authentic but its just as good. if u've never had korean u should definitely try it. yea its a great date adventure or family friendly.


And i currently finished packing and cleaning my room for my move back to RU [BLAHHHH] yea my parents are taking me up in the morning back to that wack ass place yuck. i thought i would have more bags however i have not finished packin my clothes cuz the majority is in the washer [i think they done i gotta hang them up] i just packed everything else.

the current boo bout to get chopped and screwed cuz im givin 80 and he givin 20. oh well i still got my loves my wife [BBJ] and my dimps :) they can love me and give me affection. hence my facebook status and relationship status. cant no one love me like judy except my family. and " the gattery that is niggas and that niggas expell -- ur gonna miss me when im gone". SO TRU.

my song choice: Ciara -- Never Ever

Friday, March 20, 2009

*Dimps*

he had a whole section in "1st Day of Spring" but since it got chopped and screwed by BLOGGER i decided to give him his own post. :)

Dimps is a friend of mine. hes new. well not really new. but newER. hes cute ok hes a tad bit more than cute he has puppy dog eyes, nice lips, nice teeth, good good body. hes an athlete no im not tellin u the team he __?__ for rutgers. yes he goes to rutgers. i know a bad sign. but nevertheless hes cool peoples. i think we gonna become good friends except. the issue of him being a guy doing guy things lik never calling and never texting unless a girl does it first which exhibits uninterestedness in anything..... friendship relationship affair anything. so i have yet to know where ima put him and what ima do with/or to him. ;) in the original post i had yet to pick his nickname it was either "dimples" "dimps" "secrets" or "baby" cuz of his babyface. obviously i picked dimps. u happy? lol anyway back to the issue of wat to do with him. yo no se. we'll see what happens. i dont think he does affairs [he seems too relationshippy] so i dont think thats gonna be the road we go down we either gonna be friends or end up in some form of a relationship which will be difficult because we are both hella busy and cuz i dont know the quality of his kissing which is important cuz we all know that could be a deal breaker. idk either way hes someone to watch out for hes a sneaky one. arent u dimps? ;)

*Smile*

California just called me cuz for *Affection*. he wanted affection and he thought of me. how cute. hes like "a care bear". "hes popeye and my hugs are spinach" lol aww

The Picture

the flower is gerber daisy. its one of my favorites. so if u ever wanted to get me flowers. yup ur right. Gerber Daisys!!!

New Glasses


my new glasses. clark kent meets mad scientist. :) they're VOGUE.

1st Day of Spring

I HAD ALREADY POSTED AND BLOGGER FUCKED IT UP SO THIS IS MY SECOND TIME!!!!!!! SO I WILL NOT HAVE THE MUSIC AND IT WILL NOT BE AS DETAILED AS THE ORIGINAL PREVIOUS ONE!!!

So today is March uhhh March 20, 09 :) had to check the actual date cuz i had NO idea. Its the first day of spring [even tho is was cold] and its my first day back bloggin in a while. im gonna talk about lots of stuff.... so much that they gonna have they own chapters lol. and becuz its spring i changed the background so it can look springyy :) ur welcome so lemme get started... as i go throught i will also be informing u of the songs im playin. just in case u wanted to know. (The Dream: Kellys 12 play [love vs money])

IN FACT I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE REWRITING EVERYTHING! SO IM NOT GOING TO WAY TO GO BLOGGER!!! IF I HAD BEEN SUICIDIAL U WOULDA JUST KILLED ME!

MY TOPICS WERE AS FOLLOWS ----

SPRING BREAK (or lack there of)

BOYS (single life, pimpin, 5 guys getting shot down, the current boo and his letdown, dimps and how he got his name and who he is)

SCHOOL A.K.A RUTGERS (blahhhh)

FAMILY (they all alive)

MONEY( being poor)

FRIENDS (the few that are loved and the others that just get to say they know me lol)

Public Service Announcement: WHERE THE HELL IS APRIL AND IS SHE NOT ANSWERING MY TEXTS!!???!!!


"Life is not all that is promised, nor is tomorrow" --Franni McDangerous

Saturday, March 14, 2009

sad

sad n annoyed...the picture says it all

Friday, March 13, 2009

she has tested 16 men...in the case of shanikea, marcus u r not the father!!!!!

lmao im watchin maury, his mom involved oh snappppppp!! she called that girl interstate 66 with trucks running in and out lmaooooo oh snap the other man is his cousin lol oh shitt he just called her an amusement park!!!!!!

anyway back to the real news...

  • im packed and ready to go
  • my midterms are over but i got homework for spring break
  • i cant wait to leave i hate this place now
  • i get paid today :)
  • i get to see my familia n boo all week
  • im getting fitted for new frames this week yay new glasses
  • spring break is today till the 22nd
  • gotta get my nails n eyebrows done...and i gotta look for a dress for the cabaret n i need a date n i gotta buy the ticket blah blah
  • btw lovesong looked cute yesterday wen i saw him
  • n i hung out wit bestie yesterday n laughed
  • wat to do this week????....dunno yet

Sunday, March 8, 2009

hey hey hey

i would just lik to say... abril!!!!!! i said i was gonna vlog and do my tv show first!!!!! u copy cat lol

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

side note:

stacy dash is SOOO stunning to be in her 40s go head girl.

and another chapter closes...

well i know i've been M.I.A alot recently. im just really busy between class homework sleep eating and work. oh well. my life really doesnt consist of much anymore. the few people i talk to on the regular ...even some of them are getting forgotten about. i gotta get myself together. speakin of that i havent talked to anyone today. to u it might be early but i have usually already had numerous convos about this time. i got reading to do a paper to write a paper to revise and a whole bunch of other homework. butttt i have not eaten or taken a shower yet all i did was send an email check some messages and clean my room...eventually eventually...... well what has happened.. yesterday i disowned a group of people cuz they disrespected me and i expected more from them. i made an agreement not to talk about anything to do with a specific person and i will honor that promise. I went home this weekend. hmm :) my family is crazy i do love them. lol. im by myself..single very much so single (or am i) lol no im playin i am... im not talkin to no one not messing wit no one not stealing anyones boyfriend lol (or am i) lol NO im NOT im just playin. im doing good on my no soda no candy no MR.2 lent giveaways......i have to admit it has been a very hard struggle and im only on like day 7 lol.....i need to go to target... BTW some house crew member from RSC came to livi while i was working yesterday to sign in to work a program and he spelled my scent from the door and named it lol (for the idiots that dont kno its WARM VANILLA SUGAR from bath and body works) it was so cute lol. and i would also like to shout out BBJ for not punching that stupid trick in her face when she broke BBJ'S charger whoooa i woulda lol but we all know im violent. i would like to shout out dizzy for getting that off her chest (power to you). Ricks birthday was sunday : Happy belated..his cards are still on my desk from when i bought them on friday. Abrillll my darling so far away in carajo land but we still love you. Its MARCH my moms bday is at the end of the month....present ideas??? uh spring break is on the 13th to the 22nd...what to do??? i need to take a shower but some stupid trick is in there lol i wonder which roommate it is.....its wednesday right??....hmmmm interesting two more days til the weekend what am i gonna do?? oh NOTHING lol as usual..... guess i'll worry about that when the time comes....btw jean paul gautier (however you spell it) is my new favorite scent ;) hahahaha til next time